I confess I have been running on very little fuel. I've lost heart. There is a whole list of possible reasons why- a bitchy boss, failed expectations, uncertainty, fear. I honestly think a lot of it is tied to overwork which has led to my soul being stressed, overwhelmed, and not resting, relaxing, and creating like I need. It's good to sleep in, to enjoy a cup of coffee, to linger and listen to a friend, and to have time to walk. It's Christmas and I desperately long for time to contemplate and dwell in Luke, the Christmas story, and let my heart enjoy this season for all its grace and glory.
I was dreading the work day, but I made it on time with a cup of coffee in hand. Right in front of me, in the middle of the mall, was a group of senior citizen uke players sitting in white chairs, red shirts, and Santa hats. The orchestra leader was an energetic lady with red and white socks and an Elf hat on. They were so full of spirit and happiness, and I watched and sang along with them. My spirit started to change a little. I remembered all I have to be thankful for this season, and I let my heart rest upon the beauty of the Christmas carols. Then, just as things were feeling sacred, the band started jamming out to "Let it Snow" and snowballs started to be thrown all over the place. A fake snowball fight? It was hilarious and joyous. I was smiling and delighted. People might pass and think "those funny old people", but what people should think is "those wonderful old people making music for the world to hear."
I watched as the band got up and the orchestra leader announced, "We're all going to Cheesecake Factory now for some cheesecake!" This group of people make me glad. They are reveling in the joy of life- music, friendship, food, sharing. I feel very blessed to have crossed their path this morning. Even if I had not been working, I would have stopped to watch them. They were so entertaining and fun.
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